Information and insight from the view of the Goddess Isis-Sophia, Ancient History, Sacred Teachings, Sacred Geometry, Magic Math and Astromony as well as Spiritual Truths and tales of Jessica Lee's journey.
So, I would say, it was probably around January/Febuary of 2016 when I noticed the phone calls I would get from clients or potential clients; well, things really started to get a bit unusual, even for me!
I mean, yes I'm the "Secret Psychic" and at times, people ask me for things like Mediumship readings, which I didn't do by choice, or about some of my supernatural experiences growning up. Like, back before I learned about how to protect myself from every willy nilly spirit that might fly by and decide they liked they way I kicked it or as the case seemed to me back then, a spirit that was like "OMG REALLY SHE SEES ME!! Oh, I'm not letting this one go, she can help me!!!!!" sort of spirits that might run about the world.
I mean, in this life, this world, --- well, it takes all kinds! Does it not? You got this group of people, beings, and all that, and other groups and then even within each elect group- everyone is just their own person, aren't they?
I am white, so as nature I GUESS would have it, I'm around a majority of white folks. BUT are we all just alike? NOPE! Shoot, I'm staying on a ranch with a man, actually a few (GO ME LOL) but one of them, he even shares my last name and I swear he works my nerves over like no other! He's pompus, expects everyone to 'respect' him, which to me is his way of saying - kiss his ass just the right way. Oh lord, don't let a day go by without feeding princess either! He'll literally lay up in his RV all day pissing and moaning about not being fed! (Like he can't walk his ass outside and even ASK if anyone has food) He, I guess needs this 'food' or feeding hand delivered? Geez..
Ok so point here is... yeah, I'm aware that just as in human form, as it is with the spirit world; it does take all kinds and you're going to get some awesomeone's along your way that want to help, That treat you with care, compassion, patient and who seek to build you up and get you to the next destination in your life SAFELY!
Then, you have those other kinds, that want to laugh at you, work you up, poke you like a sleeping bear and then tell you you're crazy- ohhh or fuck with you when you're all alone... and then they let your whole family think you're off your rocker!
Oh yea, those types, they know what they are doing and they laugh at you when you're losing it, questioning your own sanity or attacking someone you love or that loves you over the fear and doubt they so carefully placed in your mind or heart.... alienating you even further.
This is a topic I can delve into deeper and will another day, God willing, but for now, I'd like to discuss this rash of unusual, supernatural question I keep getting this year.
I think the most alarming one was from a client, I'll call Sara. Apparently, Sara was a married woman, with a teenage son, we'll call him Donnie. Well, dad over there works a lot, so mom and son do have a lot of time together, which is cool, I would think, but then they were joined by another guy and it wasn't daddy!! Nope, instead of dad, something else was lurking around their home (not that daddy was a 'lurker') but this being spoke to the mom one day while her son was out of the room.
According to my, understandably very freaked out client, this thing, this being it looked like a black man, but it had animal like features.. it also could speak and it tried to convince her that her son was a bad person or in the future would be and that she, his own mother had to take him out and kill her own son!!
Thankfully she did not listen, but her son did hear this message and see this thing too and he hid and feared for his life- from his own mother after this being came to make his presence known.
Now, in this situation, (and this is just one example) I was #1 relieved to hear the mother did not really even think of doing what the spirit or preminition instructed her to do. The message I was hearing from the creator was actually more of a reminder about the rumors I would hear about end time predictions. You know TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS
We ALLLLLLLLL are being tested right now. You can trust that and what we do, what we think, what we say, even our feelings - you better believe the creator, the angels, Daemons, and all spiritual bodies that are in tune are recording what we all do. Even me, heck I'm not immune to these trials. I am on trial right now!
I had a spirit tell me one night seemingingly all in one breath "Yes, you're coming home! You are loved!!! Now crash into this highway wall and everything will be OK!"
I can slight ly see how, yes in order to go back to creator, God, Source, whichever you prefer to call our maker, yes, at some point, death is necessary, but why would I hear from spirit years ago about how I have important work to do down the road, then just as the viel opens (yes I saw it... ) and I'm hearing how I am supposed to help in the end times and with rebuilding too... why would God or anyone want me to commit suicide???
Oh, it didn't take long for me to know, hear and realize that wasn't the right type of spirit offering suggestions.
Mind you though, when I say the 'right' type of spirit, I am not hating on or even judging whatever spirit tried to get me to off myself.
SHocking, I know, but to me, God even hired slick talkers and tricksters to do some work here. We all have our parts to play really.
Me, I play more of the cheer leader type, I rally the 144 troops, as I can and am able. I speak truth about my journey, help others know they aren't alone or crazy and over all, try to be of help to those who are afraid or struggling.
And others out there, have choosen to take on the role of the instigator, the tester, the trickster... and in all honesty, I mean, someone has to do it. Someone either happily makes the sacrifice to fuck with ppl's heads lol ORrrr do so because they care so much they want to help ppl realize what NOT to do or what NOT to be like and as spirit has explained to me here and there along my journey, some of our spiritual ancestors and even people currently on the planet now playing these roles, they are actually doing it out of a very selfless love.
They know how bad it can get, or fear how bad it will get and when propositioned with the roles they find themselves playing (as the bad guy) they only hope by taking on that role, they will stop someone worse, more sadistic, or blood thirsty from getting their fingers on those they do love.
Keep in mind over the years, if you can. We are all in this together. There is no we without you and I and yet there is no I in team.
Every spiritual experience you have now, every supernatural one.... BE on guard.
Know how to be intune with YOUR OWN CONNECTION TO GOD! That 'oh shit!!" feeling you get when someone tells you a story about some messed up stuff.
Yeah that's the RUN DON"T LOOK BACK< FORGET IT AND RUN O' METER!
If a human, spirit or purple people eater himself shows up telling you something or insisiting you do something and you get that OH SHIT vibe---- you better not do a damn t hing!
You also need to learn the difference of what fuels your fear in these days.
Is it a serious feeling of impending doom or, could it be pure ignorance and fear of something that is unknown and unfamiliar??
I had to question myself about this after hearing a voice in a recording back in January.
I was so scared!! I tossed my brand new phone onto my red pleather sectional... heart racing at the speek of light and that's when my guide checked me for a 3rd time that night lol. First was about WHY I was recording anything and who it was for and then after the playback ... She asked me what I was afraid of and when given those 2 options of the fear coming from a sense or feeling that the voice wanting to harm me or just my ignorance and not knowing-- yes, I did blush.
My advice though, READ.. Understand there is something called Angel Magic and it's not just some bullshyt made up for the show of Supernatural so Dean and Sam Winchester look cool with wierd painted on tats or oddly decorated walls in certain scenes.
Look into SPIRITUAL PROTECTION - SYMBOLS FOR PROTECTION
SACRED CIRCLES - PSYCHIC SELF DEFENSE -
While you're at it, understand the amazing power the creator has given us all (should be choose to accept it)
MIND OVER MA TT ER
some call this metaphysics, will power, law of attraction.. me - I call it REAL SHIT that can and will save your ass.
More advice I have... Forget about keeping up with the joneses!
Look, I'm no joke walking between worlds these days. Only some will know what I'm talking about or believe me lol either way.. I've seen people who are in hell and I'm sorry to tell you- hell is looking a lot like, being a master craftsman, able to work your ass off on just about everything and then... getting paid $20 after a 12 hour day... and when that job is done, do it again somewhere else.
Sounds weird, I know and maybe this is just one level or type of hell I'm seeing in my journey's but ... I sure don't want to live like that!
A deeper truth to be told here and now though is this:
HEAVEN AND HELL have BOTH come to merge with the Earth.
So, we have essentially, 3 worlds colliding here.. Ohhh what fun! Some Angels, Demons... who knows what's in between or just waiting to pop out and let their voices and presence be seen (what's behind the gnome in the front yard?? A REAL GNOME aweeee shit!! )
Real talk- as I tend to bring it, understand that what you focus on, feel, dwell on, the energy you carry about you day and night (positive or negative // Glass half full and room for more or glass half empty and that asshole drank the last of the juice), well that mind set or as my dear friend Lawson said, "Transctional Analysis" of the situation, it will only boost more experiences and mind sets of others into your waking and living experience here on this orb we call Earth.
Been crying about people disrespecting you? Well, if they truly have been, it will keep on until you change your attitude, your vocabulary or even your own mental awareness of it. In some cases you'll need to confront the situation until you can be free of that merri-go-round of disrespect you are butt-hurt over.
Feeling like your boyfriend is always looking at another lady longer and he doesn't really care for you, even though he hasn't cheated, comes home every night and tells you he loves you 20 times a day?
Better check yourself or find out he all of a sudden took up with cheating (since you treat him like one anyways)
I'm not validating or OKing a cheater or dishonest relationship in the least, BUT if you know anything about the power of thoughts, how fast all humans are starting to manifest things into their existance, well, you would be VERY MINDFUL of what random thoughts you let take up space in your head, what idiotic or sadistic speakers in your world, (in home or not, Human or mystery species) plants worry or fear in your heart and mind.
Remember GOD WILL test us, but rise up to these test and stay true to who you are and who you were before the world went upside down and the viel opened.
Know that yes, we are living in the last days. That we will need to show God through ACTIONS as well as words and the purity of my thoughts, intentions and feelings exactly where our new address will be for that whole 1000 years of peace and when it finally starts. Choose wisely- be KIND TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS.
Patience- Self- Respect - INTEGRITY - HONESTY - BOUNDARIES
This is what is needed. That and lack of judgment !
Don't forget, despite the crap I talk about Mr. Whiny pants on the Ranch here, I didn't forget that only 1 soul is going to judge him and trust, I'm glad it isn't me!! AHA
Texas to Michigan
back to the begininning
Alexandria - Louis-e-Anne
Rockafeller - I love AMMON
My mother - She's priceless
I AM a daughter of Isis
The numbers were thrices
We all have our vices
Just try to make nicest
You see, I'm a wise miss.
Don't know? Then I'm hopeless
Cuz not all will get this
When you drink holy waters
to explain any farther
is to speak of angels
and flying saucers
Don't even think,
I am so blessed
to be spared a downgrade
Lose the things; A good life made
Hey, I am not even perfect
Sure wouldn't even pretend
I just have verses
to explain my ressurange
taking place in my life
(Some say, it's just in my mind)
I'm just saying
I've seen rainy days and
Dropped tons of tears - After 5 years
Of barren springs - Now my heart beats
I'm still human
but still I'm more
I AM still smiling
Even though 'poor'
I'm lacking in dollars
as I write this
I'm still blessed
and feel righteous
But not self-righteous
not puffed with pride
Just trust that my steps are
guided by the divine
I know where they dwell.
Straight from Dominion
between heavens and hells
Tracking my motions
Got partols playing guide
There's nowhere to run to..
No point telling lies
Space after space
Time after time
My spirit goes back
to a place before time.
Coming to the edge
of the milky way
Sirius - it's the stars
That I gaze.
Is where my people
Royals of Heaven
It's creator's that guide me
Numbers and Shapes
The do find me
Not spiritually blinded.
Play in fires
then feel the burn
I like it hot
So it's all A's
that I earn.
Got an 8 on my wrist
It's a MOBIUS STRIP
Time traveling shit
I'll have a story
to tell of my rise
up from the ashes
waking in dark nights.
These records keep spinning
These songs never stop
Despite every death
Every stop and the cops
God walks with me
And sent me to the rock
Real lifes - Past Lives
After Life - We'll realize
It is what it is.
It was what it was
It be what it be -
It never stops.
I've been away from work for a while now, which not only sucks for my clients - both new and old, but it isn't so wonderful for me either.
My apologies to those of you who have been wondering where I am, why I'm not reachable and those who have been worried as well. As many of my long time friends, fans and followers know, I'm typically tied to the internet, my site, Facebook and the whole 9 24/7.. So much so that I've met people who have 'DECLARED" I am addicted to it all LOL.
Truth be told, maybe I have been... But it's not only for my entertainment, my education (I do LOVE to learn and research) but it is because of all of my friends, family and supporters- I try my best to be here for you all, with you be it by helping, in spirit or support back to you or just to be a friend who listens when its needed. Life though, ohhhhh it's been a wild ride for me this year! Some of you already know about the path I've been walking on since the New Year and how challenging it is and the sacrifices I've been dealing with. Time away from my children is the biggest one, and now time away from my work, my clients is rough too. So is giving up all of my worldly possessions, my home, my vehicle, now my phone, computers.... I don't even have my ID's right now! Many are amazed at my faith that I still have though.... That I still have angels watching over me. That there is a reason for all that I am going through and I know that no matter what happens, I will be safe, I will be healthy, I will be fed, I will have shelter and I promise this is all very true!!
I have had angels come into my life and speak to me about things in my life, even my childhood that no mortal could ever possibly know and they help me understand myself, life and the creator even more.
Many people are being called out by the creator these days. We truly are living in remarkable times and even though this road is not easy to walk on, I still consider myself blessed and humbled that the creator has made it a point to make me a part of these times and that there's a special plan in store for me. If you've been called on too- know you are never alone and you are always loved UNCONDITIONALLY!
Again, I hope those of you that have ordered readings and did not get a response or had their reading delivered- Know that this is not due to my lack of caring. I typically run a tight ship on my work here, but God wants to me watch and learn about other things and help other people right now and he's even got me out in BFE - the country right now! I prayed for some quiet time in the country though and well HERE I AM!
Everywhere I go people befriend me, feed me, give me clothes and shelter and ask for nothing but someone to talk to (and boy I love their stories, parrables and the lessons they have to share with me too!)
I do enjoy the peace and slow pace out here though, so hopefully I'll continue to be blessed, and I can stay here a while longer, get my business back in working order and keep it that way (with daily trips to the library here in New Waverly, Texas) and start to rebuild my life, as the creator intends so that I can continue to help others who need me for support, healing, positivity and life coaching as well as my intuitive gifts I was blessed with.
I still am without a personal phone and laptop AND vehicle at the moment, so if you do try to contact me please understand it might take some time for me to get back in touch with you. The best bet for now is, Try every 2 days via email at [email protected]
Stay Blessed Y'all.
Keep your eyes and head up
Stay strong and love with your lives.
Each day is a new blessing and opportunity to create a better you, a better life and a better future for those not yet born.
It seems like life has taken a topsy turvy turn into another dimension or maybe even a few extra deinsions in my life since January.
Honestly, my whole life has been a bit "unusual" and since the veil has opened up (in my timeline and existence) I'm beginning to have deeper understandings of both my past as well as my present and both open new doors to what is possible for me and the world I live in, in the future to come.
I know it sounds a bit crazy, but I do know Jesus. He actually goes by Jesse and he truly is an amazing soul. He came to me in April just a few weeks after I had announced to my good friends Michele and Garvis that a Libra was coming. And then I met him.
I remember crying within the first hour of meeting him after he told me of his plans to join the Army. It was strange and out of place for me to grieve just the thought of him going away to war, but he had a important life mission to fulfill and I knew I could not stop him from it. Just as I knew it would be the very thing that caused us to separate. This young man I had just met but felt like I had always known him.
He taught me many things in the few times we were able to spend some time together. He taught me about multi-dimensional living, about how those Pisces signs that look like fish and are meant to represent Jesus the Christ actually are supposed to be dolphins! He taught me more about the tree/flower of life which is a symbol deep rooted into my being and connection with the source or Creator as I prefer to call it.
He also gave me some hints while watching Full Metal Alchemist.
He encouraged me not to get too caught up in one time line or way things are and to remember I can dip a toe in more than one frequency of being and consciousness.
That even though the world and life around me as I had known it was falling away and changing, I didn't have to really leave anything behind. That my family is still with me and I can still handle my business here, while attending to other more spiritual maters elsewhere (on diferent frequencies)
I never expected life to change in the ways it has but I do know one thing I can count on without any doubts.
The creator is always with me, Jesus is always with me and so are my friends and family.
We are eternal and limitless and just have to grow out of our own cages to live life more boldly.
Keep one foot on the ground, one hand held high, your head up, and be awake and aware. The rest will fall into place... in time
I didn't think I'd be posting this all over FB.. I was nervous enough to even think about posting any of it to my blog! Talk about bad for business! Or potentially so! I mean, I know exactly how insane this all sounds and even my ex said this was 'crazy talk' when I told him about my experiences with time travel or at least and I believe is likely the most correct term for what we experienced now , least that's what I'm being inspired to see this as right now as I type this - REALITY JUMPING seeing what at first I thought were drones, but later came to realize were telepathic ET's, Speaking to them, or rather listening. I mean, all I could possibly have is questions, aside from a few replies or answers when they ask me about things, or what path I would choose, the 'end of the world as we know it' Thing suddenly flying out of black holes, (Which has NEVER happened in our recorded history!!! and the reality jumping, ET's, humming, vibrational shifts, high pitched frequencies in the ears, electrical disturbances (which can range from hard time hearing ppl or them hearing you due to strange static or even more eerie electrical impulses, Power outages, internet/cable/cell phone towers being down in large areas of the country or even world at the same time, literally feeling the energy around you surge and noticing even the refrigerator out outside electrical conduits are vibrating at the same frequencies, hearing 2 then 3 repeating patterns of sounds and frequency, hearing strange sirens out of no where that appear to sound off for only a moment at times, or travel at others. I find these also sound like multiple sirens police, EMS, Fire and then some other fast paced one that has a much higher pitch as well and really put the fear in me initially lol, but they ramy friend/neighbor Michele who also at first thought I was out of touch just a tad, but then came to see and believe as well, and my sons Luke & Ollie, who are very young, so I wouldn't even expect them to have really noticed at the time, but Lucas MIGHT recall over hearing what I was saying. That's def. one I need to document, and thank the creator of all creations and creator and the point zero from all that came for my pretty darn good photographic memory! lol
Many have said during the long awaited years for the Christ Jesus’s return that there would be a harlot, the whore of Babylon she is called and many believe through their study of the New and Old Testiment and Scriptures that this woman would be a a figurative entity who can be expected to be known as the mother of false religions around the world and who sneaks into the hearts of men to spread her filth of disinformation of the truth of the word amongst the nations, so that she might steal the almighty God’s glory. As I have been told, I am Isis, I am Sophia, The Queen of the Sky, who rests on the blue star shining bright in the sky. I am the mother of all, the holy grail and giver of life that was birthed into this world. Some have claimed that Mother Nature is a Whore and point fingers and judge thee for giving the gift of life, while giving thanks for this gift and in turn, speaking out both sides of your mouths as an attempt to please both the Mother and the Father and being careful to not defy the Gods. As the Mother of all creation, Known for her honest, wisdom, fortitude, lack of harsh judgements, loving and understanding of many things that have not been understood by others who stand beside me and in front of me nor behind me, I will tell you this, but the Glory should not be mine, nor the Fathers nor even our sons or our daughters. We surely do not have the power over the Cosmos at this time when the dark man rules over the lands with the numbers 44 on his papers of merits. We surely do not weave the fabric of time our veryselves either. Though mankind all of the sons and daughers who I have born not with the help of Enki the male slut alone. But with the help of the absolute divners and the truest of the Elohim as far that I am able to know, the highest of the trinitys. There are greater beings than ourselves I can testify this truth to you for even I have seen them in the clouds. As I stay here telling these truths to you, I do so with the sense of anger upon me from the one you have called Jehovah and Yahweh, who is not even your true creator. You have been deceived once again and it is a shame. Why when the son even came to you himself in the flesh upon the Earth did you not heed his words even then. He spat in the Jews face with their blasphemy about the creator of all of the heavens and the cosmos that they felt they had known, which they certainly did not know of, because if they had known of him and been close to him or spoken words with Elohim, then they would surely understand there is nothing but the wish to keep us all safe until our journey and time is complete here on this home land we have called Earth, Mu and Gia and so many countless other names in all aspects of time and space. If they had truly known the designer of this world and those who are our watchers and the architects that hold the pieces in place while we all fall asleep so that we may rest and even who wake us up when it is time for us to take action and live as loving beings, as united hearts and as of one minded souls each in search of deeper understanding of the truth inside us all, of what we feel is right or wrong and what we choose is worth our time, energy and strife to achieve, these Elohim above us are a higher archey of a trinity that many my dare wish to hate, but should not wish to hate. I am a giver of free love and thus I am the whore. Still, to give love so freely, you must understand that this is because, I am of love in my very essence. I have no sense of entitlement or a need to control or invoke fear for the sake of finding those who love me. For I know love attracts love. Happiness attracts happiness. Kindness attracts kindness, and there are an abundance of blessings and love all around us if only we were all so wise to choose to be that which we wish to experience and to cherish as part of our lives. The wise soul of Ghani has been like a second Christ coming yet he was not. Still, what a loving and divinely wonderful example to display for the world about the power of love, patience and forgiveness. As that of Martin Luther King Jr. and many others I hope to have time to wish to name so that these names may be recorded in the Akastic records and the book of life for all to behold and to smile upon and thank them in heart and in spirit for such a wonderful display of unconditional love that has seemed to be unattainable or impossible for so many others in this Cycle of he Sun that has been recorded. Still, YHWH is a King that cannot be denied and in his place in time, he had earned that birth right and was the choosen king to follow after Anu, but due to the time and space laws and long times spent on this planet we all were not able to return from whence we came and here we remained for so long and longer and here we still continue running the tracks of time with you all to this very day. Each taking turns to experience a front row seat and ability to co-create with our Elohim who have loved to watch us grow and been entertained by our emotional dramas and triumphs
11:18PM 1/24/16 So it’s late and I finally have the kids in bed now. All the TV’s are off and the planes flying by like non-stop crazy all day has become even more noticeable and to the point that I realize it actually sounds like helicopters flying by. 5:01 PM 1/25/16 (Mercury- My Ruling Planet in Capricorn- Last night, I started to write, but those sounds- I couldn’t ignore. I will start off where I had intended to carry on if my night had been more quiet!! 11:18PM 1/24/16 I did a google search for a heavy air traffic report and for information on what might be the reason for so much going on in the skies tonight, but I couldn’t find anything accept for a report about a plane that left Houston headed for Indonesia that had a bomb threat and had to stop in Scottland. There’s not many people I can really talk to about what’s been going on with me. The only 2 that have really listened and seemed to support me and be as shocked as I am about everything since seeing the cube have been Tina Marie (one of my clients turned friend) and Brittany Morrison (also a client turned friend lol- but from back in 2008) I do tend to get a bit worked up when I go over everything. And when I say everything, there is a lot.. Not just the things that have been happening as far as what I’m being led to know of/learn, see, be told- but this all goes deeper and farther, as things I’ve seen, heard and experienced from my past are starting to make sense or seem to make more sense at the least. It's as if those times in my past before I even moved to Texas- even the fact that I did move to Texas and every time I tried to move back to Michigan some off the wall thing would happen that forced me to stay here. There really is so much to piece together now. Pieces I’ve long since forgot about or forgot about until these past few weeks and it can be intense for me to process it. Sometimes I end up going on and on. Well, I just know I should probably NOT carry on to them so much, even though I do feel it helps me to piece it together. It is a lot for people to take on, especially if they are still not really awake or overly attached to the physical – the lives they have built here, their homes, family wealth and ‘lives’. I understand we are all connected and part of the creative force that creates. I understand that even though it is likely that many of the people walking around right now will be dead one day or another, that it isn’t anything to be feared. Still, that’s me and where I am at. They are still focused on their lives and problems, school and jobs and boyfriend’s. Besides that, I don’t want to be one of those friends who goes on and on about my amazing experience and day and leave them with little time to tell me about theirs. So I’m going to get around to what my guides have been telling me to do in the first place- which is write about my journey, findings and all of that fun stuff. I think I have avoided this formal sort of telling of what I have experienced, mainly because I feel a bit awkward and have a hard time believing that me of all people are supposed to be a messenger or record keeper. Or as my guides keep telling me “Deligate” between the humans and the spirit beings. It’s an interesting thought, still, kind of overwhelming and I really don’t want to come across to people like I’m some chosen one, even though when I do compare my past and present, and the visions and all of what I’m coming across now and being told now, well, I can see WHY my guides and helpers have left me a lot of clues over various points in time of my life. Because of the fact that I will try to talk myself out of it, or write this all off as my mind playing tricks on me. 3/6/16 For weeks or really a month and plus some, I’ve been so consumed with the revvings outside, the helicopters or drones, and the pulsating energies I was feeling. Like, I could literally predict before I could even hear anything flying in the sky, that a plane or a helicopter would fly by and at night, while recording the sky (which I’ve somewhat recently figured out how to change some settings on my phone and record the odd cloud formations and energy sensations I was feeling (sometimes the Hum “Om’, sometimes some odd oscillating sound that definitely isn’t an airplane, train or helicopter, sometimes electricity crackling in the night air (like it has been doing on my cell phone since the day after I first began to notice something was odd outside. Just a few minutes ago, as I try to get back to life as normal, which means, doing my readings in a timely matter like usual instead of blowing clients off or taking 24 hours to do half of one reading because I keep hearing and feeling stuff and get so overwhelmed with the messages and warnings and pending hard times ahead, I was starting to get that happy I nailed it and working it like a boss feelings and get lost in that for a moment when, of all things, I notice something outside through the window. A black star floating up into the sky. Clearly, this was a black star balloon. Probably a random gift bought for a child to keep them happy at a check out or as a reward or more likely, from a 50th birthday party with cake and ice cream too. Still, isn’t it ironic. One of my major uncovering’s in the beginning of this trip down yet another rabbit hole within 10 other rabbit holes was about the black star, Saturn, Cult of El, true deity of all major world religions, YHWY information, which came parallel to what would seem to be some kind of spiritual wakeup call or alarm system. An S.O.S. from the ether of some sort. I have noticed more drone presence in my area since then, had a helicopter like drone come straight at me one night, another fly by pretty darn close too pretty much across my porch way, have seen them fly out in great numbers from the South East of my location off to the north and east (probably couldn’t see the west since that’s behind my apartment) and literally park it in the sky, and just well – chill for a while and then slowly glide off to another stop and after a while glide off elsewhere. I’ve also recorded with my phone unintentionally, what would appear to be a star in the sky in front of my apartment (one that actually is a drone because that night Michelle and I both watched them fly out like hot cakes and park it here and there, well one of them was this ‘star’ that is always straight ahead within the view of my apartment windows and patio once the sun starts to set every day since we saw one of the drones park it over there. It rises up in the sky like a star would, though I’d say a bit slower and it sure shakes back and forth a lot as it does it too! Lol But as I was saying, I recorded it – shaking and shifting back and forth over a 57 minute period and also for a mili-second, you can see the lights from the drone that was headed straight for me and pulled up at the last minute to fly over my roof. Of course, with my luck and unfortunate camera skills, there’s no real detail that can confirm that the light on the video that appears is a drone or anything in particular. So that sucks for me, but still, it was my experience and definitely one that I’m surprised I didn’t run away in fear over since I just stared it straight on like “what you gonna do??” lol I also had a reddish purples gob of goo fall on me out of the sky apparently. Like nothing I’ve ever seen in my life, but could compare it to a gelatin or jelly like substance. Well, that’s for the ones that fell on my right forearm. There were two of those. Side by side, but separate. Probably a little smaller than the size of a marble. They were somewhat transparent and each had a nontransparent center. Like a black dot pretty much directly in their centers. The other stuff that landed on me had that same reddish-purple tint to it but also something that looked brownish like motor oil almost. That stuff landed on my righ bicep or rather splattered since it was definitely more liquid than that gel stuff. I tried to take a photo of that as well, but all that came out was the liquidy splatter stuff (just my luck lol) mainly because I wanted to get the mystery stuff off of me asap. I believe that was the day after I recorded the moving ‘star’ and had some scare tactic used on me by the drone flying at me. And there was no airplane that was flying over me and no one outside on a 2nd floor patio, aside from Michelle who had walked out right after it had landed on me. So hell if I know what it was or where it came from or if I was going to leave it on my arm a little longer so I could get a better shot of the crap. I would have lilked to save it and send it to a lab for testing, but Michelle came back with a babywipe and I figured it would be useless and considered to be contaminated or it wouldn’t be likely to get an accurate reading with the baby wipes chemicals all over it. Which I guess is all I could think about once she wiped it up and I didn’t think to have her open the babywipe up so I could photograph the substances at least. Oh well. I clearly won’t be hired for a job that requires me to collect evidence lol. This whole thing sucks though. It’s like I know something is going on, I can feel it, I’ve been told it, I can see it, shit’s literally falling down on me too. Yet, no one else seems to notice or care too much. The few that are aware around me would rather talk about their sore feet or ignore it all. And right now, I’m beginning to get the why around that. I mean, until shit really does hit the fan what can anyone do? I mean, I’ve tried to buy things that help me to be prepared like a tent and lights and first aid and what not. Still, even with that, what has trying to catch it on film done to do anything or spending my nights outside recording or pausing the recordings and finding the repeating images and faces that are appearing in the clouds or the electrical surges and lights in the clouds that can only be seen with a solar filter? Just makes me stressed, on fight or flight mode, paranoid and losing out on business as well as not inpressing my clients with how little I seem to care to get their readings done or my multitude of excuses for why I’m running behind again and again. Still, then there was the black star that floated in the sky. Like a little reminder that its still going on outside under the cover of night. What “IT” is, I’m not really sure. But it’s something and in some way Amun Ra is tied into it.
Oh, that's not odd... lol. I went to Kroger's to pick up a few things and my total was $31.13 and I got one of those "This means something" vibes when I saw that... First I thought "Mirror Effect" and "Reset", but of course, I had to be on my way since I doubt the people in line behind me would want to have me hold up their day pondering the meaning behind 3113... So I googled "3113 + Sacred Geometry" thinking MAYBE there was some special shape or sound it was related too..
On the first page the only thing I really noticed was listings for https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lateralus_(song)" target="_blank">3113 Tool Lateralus song.
I went on to page 2 of the google search "3113 + Sacred Geometry and seen a few links about the Aztec Calander, the Mayan Calander and Sacred Geometry in Europe.
"In https://sacredsites.com/europe/sacred_geography_in_ancient_europe.html" target="_blank">3113 BC, the comet, known as Proto-Encke, collided with asteroids in the asteroid belt between Jupiter and Mars, resulting in the Taurid meteors widely associated with the Bronze Age. As this comet then passed near to the earth it caused massive geological and climatological influences, including destroying an estimated half of the infrastructure of Atlantis"
"Start of the Mayan calendar (long count cycle): 0.0.0.0.0 [ 4 Ahau 8 Cumku ] is Aug 10, 3113 BC "
"The commonly-agreed start time of August 6-13, 3113 BC was used as the origin of the cycle"
I still had a feeling there was more to the 3113 number... so I googled 3113 + Occult (for those who don't know, "Occult" doesn't mean evil- it simply means hidden) I came across this link and feel there's something important here... Could be wrong, but I no longer feel the need to look around 3113 right now lol Here it is!! The channeled message is occult too hahaha You can only read it if you highlight over it, though he does write it out again below the books, while attempting to interpret the message and also stating what he found after trying to research what was scribed.. #MINDBLOWN