So, I would say, it was probably around January/Febuary of 2016 when I noticed the phone calls I would get from clients or potential clients; well, things really started to get a bit unusual, even for me!
I mean, yes I'm the "Secret Psychic" and at times, people ask me for things like Mediumship readings, which I didn't do by choice, or about some of my supernatural experiences growning up. Like, back before I learned about how to protect myself from every willy nilly spirit that might fly by and decide they liked they way I kicked it or as the case seemed to me back then, a spirit that was like "OMG REALLY SHE SEES ME!! Oh, I'm not letting this one go, she can help me!!!!!" sort of spirits that might run about the world.
I mean, in this life, this world, --- well, it takes all kinds! Does it not? You got this group of people, beings, and all that, and other groups and then even within each elect group- everyone is just their own person, aren't they?
I am white, so as nature I GUESS would have it, I'm around a majority of white folks. BUT are we all just alike? NOPE! Shoot, I'm staying on a ranch with a man, actually a few (GO ME LOL) but one of them, he even shares my last name and I swear he works my nerves over like no other! He's pompus, expects everyone to 'respect' him, which to me is his way of saying - kiss his ass just the right way. Oh lord, don't let a day go by without feeding princess either! He'll literally lay up in his RV all day pissing and moaning about not being fed! (Like he can't walk his ass outside and even ASK if anyone has food) He, I guess needs this 'food' or feeding hand delivered? Geez..
Ok so point here is... yeah, I'm aware that just as in human form, as it is with the spirit world; it does take all kinds and you're going to get some awesomeone's along your way that want to help, That treat you with care, compassion, patient and who seek to build you up and get you to the next destination in your life SAFELY!
Then, you have those other kinds, that want to laugh at you, work you up, poke you like a sleeping bear and then tell you you're crazy- ohhh or fuck with you when you're all alone... and then they let your whole family think you're off your rocker!
Oh yea, those types, they know what they are doing and they laugh at you when you're losing it, questioning your own sanity or attacking someone you love or that loves you over the fear and doubt they so carefully placed in your mind or heart.... alienating you even further.
This is a topic I can delve into deeper and will another day, God willing, but for now, I'd like to discuss this rash of unusual, supernatural question I keep getting this year.
I think the most alarming one was from a client, I'll call Sara. Apparently, Sara was a married woman, with a teenage son, we'll call him Donnie. Well, dad over there works a lot, so mom and son do have a lot of time together, which is cool, I would think, but then they were joined by another guy and it wasn't daddy!! Nope, instead of dad, something else was lurking around their home (not that daddy was a 'lurker') but this being spoke to the mom one day while her son was out of the room.
According to my, understandably very freaked out client, this thing, this being it looked like a black man, but it had animal like features.. it also could speak and it tried to convince her that her son was a bad person or in the future would be and that she, his own mother had to take him out and kill her own son!!
Thankfully she did not listen, but her son did hear this message and see this thing too and he hid and feared for his life- from his own mother after this being came to make his presence known.
Now, in this situation, (and this is just one example) I was #1 relieved to hear the mother did not really even think of doing what the spirit or preminition instructed her to do. The message I was hearing from the creator was actually more of a reminder about the rumors I would hear about end time predictions. You know TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS
We ALLLLLLLLL are being tested right now. You can trust that and what we do, what we think, what we say, even our feelings - you better believe the creator, the angels, Daemons, and all spiritual bodies that are in tune are recording what we all do. Even me, heck I'm not immune to these trials. I am on trial right now!
I had a spirit tell me one night seemingingly all in one breath "Yes, you're coming home! You are loved!!! Now crash into this highway wall and everything will be OK!"
I can slight ly see how, yes in order to go back to creator, God, Source, whichever you prefer to call our maker, yes, at some point, death is necessary, but why would I hear from spirit years ago about how I have important work to do down the road, then just as the viel opens (yes I saw it... ) and I'm hearing how I am supposed to help in the end times and with rebuilding too... why would God or anyone want me to commit suicide???
Oh, it didn't take long for me to know, hear and realize that wasn't the right type of spirit offering suggestions.
Mind you though, when I say the 'right' type of spirit, I am not hating on or even judging whatever spirit tried to get me to off myself.
SHocking, I know, but to me, God even hired slick talkers and tricksters to do some work here. We all have our parts to play really.
Me, I play more of the cheer leader type, I rally the 144 troops, as I can and am able. I speak truth about my journey, help others know they aren't alone or crazy and over all, try to be of help to those who are afraid or struggling.
And others out there, have choosen to take on the role of the instigator, the tester, the trickster... and in all honesty, I mean, someone has to do it. Someone either happily makes the sacrifice to fuck with ppl's heads lol ORrrr do so because they care so much they want to help ppl realize what NOT to do or what NOT to be like and as spirit has explained to me here and there along my journey, some of our spiritual ancestors and even people currently on the planet now playing these roles, they are actually doing it out of a very selfless love.
They know how bad it can get, or fear how bad it will get and when propositioned with the roles they find themselves playing (as the bad guy) they only hope by taking on that role, they will stop someone worse, more sadistic, or blood thirsty from getting their fingers on those they do love.
Keep in mind over the years, if you can. We are all in this together. There is no we without you and I and yet there is no I in team.
Every spiritual experience you have now, every supernatural one.... BE on guard.
Know how to be intune with YOUR OWN CONNECTION TO GOD! That 'oh shit!!" feeling you get when someone tells you a story about some messed up stuff.
Yeah that's the RUN DON"T LOOK BACK< FORGET IT AND RUN O' METER!
If a human, spirit or purple people eater himself shows up telling you something or insisiting you do something and you get that OH SHIT vibe---- you better not do a damn t hing!
You also need to learn the difference of what fuels your fear in these days.
Is it a serious feeling of impending doom or, could it be pure ignorance and fear of something that is unknown and unfamiliar??
I had to question myself about this after hearing a voice in a recording back in January.
I was so scared!! I tossed my brand new phone onto my red pleather sectional... heart racing at the speek of light and that's when my guide checked me for a 3rd time that night lol. First was about WHY I was recording anything and who it was for and then after the playback ... She asked me what I was afraid of and when given those 2 options of the fear coming from a sense or feeling that the voice wanting to harm me or just my ignorance and not knowing-- yes, I did blush.
My advice though, READ.. Understand there is something called Angel Magic and it's not just some bullshyt made up for the show of Supernatural so Dean and Sam Winchester look cool with wierd painted on tats or oddly decorated walls in certain scenes.
Look into SPIRITUAL PROTECTION - SYMBOLS FOR PROTECTION
SACRED CIRCLES - PSYCHIC SELF DEFENSE -
While you're at it, understand the amazing power the creator has given us all (should be choose to accept it)
MIND OVER MA TT ER
some call this metaphysics, will power, law of attraction.. me - I call it REAL SHIT that can and will save your ass.
More advice I have... Forget about keeping up with the joneses!
Look, I'm no joke walking between worlds these days. Only some will know what I'm talking about or believe me lol either way.. I've seen people who are in hell and I'm sorry to tell you- hell is looking a lot like, being a master craftsman, able to work your ass off on just about everything and then... getting paid $20 after a 12 hour day... and when that job is done, do it again somewhere else.
Sounds weird, I know and maybe this is just one level or type of hell I'm seeing in my journey's but ... I sure don't want to live like that!
A deeper truth to be told here and now though is this:
HEAVEN AND HELL have BOTH come to merge with the Earth.
So, we have essentially, 3 worlds colliding here.. Ohhh what fun! Some Angels, Demons... who knows what's in between or just waiting to pop out and let their voices and presence be seen (what's behind the gnome in the front yard?? A REAL GNOME aweeee shit!! )
Real talk- as I tend to bring it, understand that what you focus on, feel, dwell on, the energy you carry about you day and night (positive or negative // Glass half full and room for more or glass half empty and that asshole drank the last of the juice), well that mind set or as my dear friend Lawson said, "Transctional Analysis" of the situation, it will only boost more experiences and mind sets of others into your waking and living experience here on this orb we call Earth.
Been crying about people disrespecting you? Well, if they truly have been, it will keep on until you change your attitude, your vocabulary or even your own mental awareness of it. In some cases you'll need to confront the situation until you can be free of that merri-go-round of disrespect you are butt-hurt over.
Feeling like your boyfriend is always looking at another lady longer and he doesn't really care for you, even though he hasn't cheated, comes home every night and tells you he loves you 20 times a day?
Better check yourself or find out he all of a sudden took up with cheating (since you treat him like one anyways)
I'm not validating or OKing a cheater or dishonest relationship in the least, BUT if you know anything about the power of thoughts, how fast all humans are starting to manifest things into their existance, well, you would be VERY MINDFUL of what random thoughts you let take up space in your head, what idiotic or sadistic speakers in your world, (in home or not, Human or mystery species) plants worry or fear in your heart and mind.
Remember GOD WILL test us, but rise up to these test and stay true to who you are and who you were before the world went upside down and the viel opened.
Know that yes, we are living in the last days. That we will need to show God through ACTIONS as well as words and the purity of my thoughts, intentions and feelings exactly where our new address will be for that whole 1000 years of peace and when it finally starts. Choose wisely- be KIND TO YOURSELF AND OTHERS.
Patience- Self- Respect - INTEGRITY - HONESTY - BOUNDARIES
This is what is needed. That and lack of judgment !
Don't forget, despite the crap I talk about Mr. Whiny pants on the Ranch here, I didn't forget that only 1 soul is going to judge him and trust, I'm glad it isn't me!! AHA